It's been a long day...

It's been a long day... 

I knew that this day would be a long day, I promised a few residents from Humanitas that I will come with them to vist another resident right after the free dinner. So, after the free dinner I went with them in there tiny little car, lol, first I didn't wanna go cause I felt tired. But I went, I thought, oh well, I can sleep out tomorrow. It was nice seeing the ol' resident again. He was the one who helped me aswell with the laying of the laminate. He's living on his own now, he has such a small flat appartment. But he's happy he's out of Humanitas, he also has a counselor from Humanitas, just like me. I'ts a normal procedure when you just get out of Humanitas and start living on your own again.

Wow, I'm almost sleeping while I'm writing this, lol. But I would like to finnish this post. It's been a good hard working day at work. Nice being with the fellow workers again, goofing around, singing along sometimes with the songs on the radio, and we work too ofcource. Though I would love to hear from my Boss finnaly if I can go or stay, it's actually taking a bit to long for me now. Sure, the work is fun, and I like being busy there, but know in the back of your head that I do this all for nothing gives sometimes a bad feeling aswell, a feeling that your being used. I hope it doesn't take to long. This morning before I went to work I spoke with Noor aswell of Facebook, I know it's her birthday soon.

Last year I gave every kid from Saf a present, I thought it was a nice thing to do, I'm sure they all loved it. Not letting hear from me on the kids birthday after I spent such a long time with them gives a bad feeling. A new year has began and new birthdays are on there way, I decided already last year that I would send again something to Saf's kids. Because last year I gave them a present, and if I would give nothing in this new year, it will give again a akward feeling. This time I would like to give something small, perhaps a card or just something smaller then last year. I won't give every year though, I would like to build it off slowly. Why? I don't know, it just feels right, it feels for me the right thing to do.

But, Saf has moved, and I have to ask her for the new adress if I want to send a card or a little present. I have been thinking about it to ask her, though it's not that easy for me to ask for the new adress. Saf might get the wrong idea, the idea that I will visit her, but I'm not gonna visit her. Thinking of this made me having doubts about the asking. But after I spoke to Noor this morning I decided I ask Saf, I wrote her a message this morning. I will see when or if I get a response, I will respect her answer, even if she doesn't wanna give me her new adress. If it's a no, then in my eyes I did my responsibility and did my thing. All is good.