Let the sunshine...

Let the sunshine...

The sun is shinning so powewrfull trough the windows, it nearly burns my feet while having a nap. I'm not complaining, but damn, it's hot! Aah, Sunday's! Sunday's is ussualy the same, shower, resting, naps, chere and there a bit cleaning, getting my working gear ready for tomorrow, making two dinners, one for today and one for Tuesday, (Monday's I go out eating) and early to bed. Today was the same, I didn't wanna shower first cause it was way to cold in the shower. I don't like showering in the winter, but it's a must ofcource. I should get tons of free tickets during the winter for a sauna or spa, it's way nicer showering there, and it's so much warmer, and comfier.

This weekend was so so, I'm glad it's almost Monday, so I can work and have people around me. During the week I'm good, during the week I'm fully booked, lol. I got my work and I got the free dinners, plus this week I can add a few things more. On Wednesday morning there's the dentist appointment, (ugh!) on that same day my counselor will visit me in the afternoon, then later in the evening back to the radio to look what they have more in store for me. A full day, I know.  On Friday there's the visit to the Community centre, I have a appointment there with someone. Together we will look for more vollunteers work. I'm looking forward to that. 

I didn't do much this weekend, yeah I went to my Dad, but that was it. It's important to have something to do, 'do not sit around and feel bored.' Okay, sometimes being on my own feels good too and that's needed aswell. But, I don't want to make it a habbit, I have plenty time for myself, a bit to much actually. I felt a bit lonely and down aswell this weekend, hence the sit around and feeling bored. Though I'm not gonna push myself to do something, it's not like I HAVE to do something, but I WANT to do something. Wanting something to do is less stressier, lol. I easily get in a lonely and down moment, it goes just like that, like a light switch, but that feeling goes away as fast as it came aswell. 


It's all in my way of thinking. What do I do when I have that lonely and down moment? Not much, I let it all just come over me, but if it gets to worse I will do something to get it out of my head, usually something happen's what gets my attention and then it's gone aswell. But otherwise, I let it all come over me, and then in the end it will vanish also. 'After rain comes sunshine,' It's a part of life, and I'm sure it will make people stronger afterwards. Here are some of my favorite poems about happiness. I'm sure it can help lift your spirits up.

  

 Don't Quit! 

When things go wrong as they sometimes will, when the road you're trudging seems all uphill, when funds are low and the debts are high. And you want to smile, but you have to sigh. When care is pressing you down a bit. Rest, if you must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns. As every one of us sometimes learns.  And many a failure turns about, when he might have won had he stuck it out. Don't give up though the pace seems slow. You may succeed with another blow. Success is failure turned inside out -
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt. And you never can tell how close you are, it may be near when it seems so far, so stick to the fight when you're hardest hit.  It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

 You cannot change the world,

But you can present the world with one improved person, yourself.  You can go to work on yourself to make yourself. Into the kind of person you admire and respect. You can become a role model and set a standard for others. You can control and discipline yourself to resist acting, or speaking in a negative way. Toward anyone for any reason. You can insist upon always doing things the loving way, rather than the hurtful way. By doing these things each day, you can continue on your journey. Toward becoming an exceptional human being.