Sweating, sweating and sweating..

Sweating, sweating and sweating..

A extremely hot, warm day today! Almost unreal to go to work, but duty was calling today. Were busy, oh yeah, it's almost nuts. We have to work for two people it seems, sweating, heavy lifting and moving along. I worked on the same section like last Monday and last Tuesday, we had to make some mats and they had to be done for tomorrow, huge mats, all in several parts and shapes. I build a few mats, then I saw several mats. I actually saw alot of mats, it was tough and quit difficult, but I managed it. That gave a proud feeling. I saw the mats on a big electric saw, they had to be on a certain lenght, and correct. I was exhausted after work, it felt heavy on my chest, I guess today was just a bit to much.

After the free dinner I sat for a little while and jumped then under the shower. Rest is what I needed, and that's what I did. I sat for 5 minutes and then Ina wanted to come for a cuppa coffee, (I got a message on FB) Always fun having her for a visit, we talked and had a few jokes. She talks alot about her ex, but I don't mind, I enjoy talking to her, and she does with me. She is a good friend, I should have more of those. This morning I had a 'feel lonley' moment so out of knowhere. Most of the time I'm fine and okay with being alone/single, but just that sometimes you just have a moment of loneliness as a single person,just  needing that arm around you or someone who fills that little empty space, if you know what I mean....

 I hear sometimes people saying, "You must not wait for the right person to come along, go find that person, get to work, start dating maybe." I know, people should not wait, though I'm not waiting, I enjoy life, I'm quit happy, I enjoy the little things around me. But just that sometimes....I know it's just a moment.  Perhaps it's better to wait for a better moment then, lol. Moments are passing by so fast, beforeI know it's tomorrow. A new day, a new dawn, better moments for sure, I'm positive! Ina's visit was nice, I should have more visits, or I need to visit more...