A little stomach ache.

A little stomach ache. 

I guess I ated a bit to much today, after the evening dinner I had lots of cramps and went to the bathroom. Afterwards my stomach felt like it's in a knot, I have a weak stomach. I guess it was the cake from work this morning, we all had a reason to celebrate something, Our work is going well, the huge order for the US from a few months ago was a success, we managed. Still we have lots of work, our Boss told us in the cantine this morning, that we can fold our hands and be blessed, cause there's not many factory's in our area with so many orders. The cake was nice but had just a little bit to much cream, lol. I think I never have to buy cake, cause there's always something to celebrate at our work. Birthdays from fellow workers, a deliverance of a baby from a female worker, etc, etc.

Busy week ahead at work, I probably work Friday aswell. Though I hope not, cause Dad is waiting for me too. It's about time I visit him, my Aunt still didn't call since my last email. I'm not worried, it's a nice and a calm feeling without phone calls and emails from her. Tomorrow I'm getting visitors, my old counselor (Sahajo) comes and a woman from "Buddy wanted." Buddy wanted has everything to do with searching for 'something to do, 'socializing' finding perhaps new friends, going out, you name it. Buddy wanted is a project that will help me find for 'something to do.' Perhaps join a sport or go to a club or find volunteers work. I tried to find all that by myself, I did my best but didn't succeed. I have work but further then that I'm still searching for more company, something to do, specially in the weekend.

My counselor will help me to give the woman from 'Buddy wanted' as much as possible information about me, ofcource I can talk too, lol. but I like it when my counselor helps me with this, he asked me aswell. The woman will guide and help me around for eight months with finding 'something to do,' supports me and looks around aswell for something to do. I'm excited about this project, I'm actually on a point that I almost wanted to give up with searching, lol. There is just not much to do and the volunteers agency here is slow. I don't want either to fall back in my old pattern, that 'einzelganger'patern. Not wanting that is a good sign. In Canada I had lots of people around me, I had to get used to that, after Canada I didn't want anything else then people around me.