"Stop worrying!"

"Stop worrying!" 

For me sometimes worrying (read: always) seems necessary, when I worry about something it mostly always turn out well. Though worrying alot isn't healthy, and it's surely not a nice feeling. I worried yesterday about my trip to Copenhagen, it seemed  I was to late with the paying. I thought I had to pay four weeks before the trip date, though it was six weeks. I received a letter from the travel company last week with them telling me that I still had to pay for the trip, they would like that I payed within five days, or there would be a chance that the trip would bel canceled. Though I opened the letter yesterday and not last week, I was late yes, I panicked and payed the trip right away online, hoping afterwards that this trip wouldn't be canceled. In my eyes I was way to late with paying, the five days were already past...

This morning I looked on the calendar and started counting the weeks from the day that I payed for the trip until the date of the trip (29th of December) I counted six weeks and a few days, so, I was good. Though I worried cause of the received letter saying 'paying within five days,' this morning I called the travel company at work. I Asked them if my paying is confirmed, and if my trip is canceled. Well the paying is confirmed, and the trip isn't canceled. When I got back from work I even got a answer on the email I sent yesterday, the booking was complete, paying is done, I will receive in a few days the official confirming. Yay, now stop worrying! I think I will start worrying now for next week, lol. Next week I will probably get to hear if I can stay working for another half year, in other words, a extension of my working contract.

Fellow workers told me that the Boss would have given you a hint already the last day or weeks if the contract would not be extended. Hmm, I don't know, this company is aswell full of surprises I noticed. Though I can't find any reason why they won't hire me for another half year, maybe only that I can work only 3 days, they probably want someone who can work for 5 days. Further then that it's all positive with me, I do my best, never been sick, work extremely well, I have been flexible, can copy very well with the other workers, etc, etc. I should actually not even worry, though I do, it goes automatically, ans I guess it's normal aswell. So yeah, it's fine, let me worry, lol. Maybe then it will be fine. Oh, and today's work? That went very well, I did alot, I managed to finish more then I actually expected, was well happy with that. A bit sore muscles and a bit tired afterwards but oh so satisfied!