"A tree or not a tree, that's the question."

"A tree or not a tree, that's the question." 

Last year I didn't feel to put up Christmas decorations with Christmas, this year I might. Last year I wasn't in the mood to do it, it was totally different being on your own with no Family members celebrating Christmas then celebrating Christmas with friends and Family in Canada. In Canada with Saf and her kids celebrated Christmas huge, buying each other gifts, decorating the house and putting up the tree, it made me think and feel like a ol' fashion good Christmas celebration. The ones we had while I was still a kid, I loved it. Last year I was alone, though I didn't mind it that much. I just didn't feel like putting a tree up or decorate the house while just being on my own. 

Yes, I had a few Christmas dinners and I had my gifts from my both jobs, that was all okay. Plus the excitement I had that I would celebrate New Years eve in London. It was all good, though it was not yippee, yippee, yeah it's Christmas in my house. Plus add a bit that 'lonely' feeling what I had during Christmas, you know what I mean. This year I will probably put up a tree I think, just a little one, and perhaps a few decorations. They have to be funny, they have to be crazy and make a smile on my face or another, lol. I'm planning a Christmas out aswell, perhaps a Christmas market with a few friends or alone. We have also plans to have dinner on the first days of Christmas, 'we' are a few 'friends' of Humanitas.

Plans can always change, I know, specially with the 'friends' I have, I'm actually keeping a eye on that, just getting no TO excited about it. I will be in Copenhagen celebrating New Years, no one is going to take that from me, it's booked, I'm only waiting for the original travel documents. That will be send to me a week before the take off, gosh, why not earlier? Today was a okay day, just being on my own and do the things what had to be done. My last little groceries, and I bought new hair clippers. The old one was not cutting my hair properly short, lol. I will go balder with the new one, time for a new look, yay!