Resting day...

Resting day...

Wednesday, resting and napping, though I had only one nap. While I'm writing this post in the evening I feel sleepy aswell, it's gonna be a early night for sure. Today was easy, I mean the things I had to do today went easy. The taxes office helped me with the 'changes of my new income of 2013' very smoothly, we were done in not even 10 minutes. I was kinda worried about it, and see, there was nothing to worry about. Right after 'taxes' I went to my pharmacy to pick up my medication, they were laying ready, so no waiting there. I couldn't reach my old Doctor though, I tried many times to call but they put me on hold several times. That's expensive when you have a cellphone, I will call tomorrow or Friday then. 

For the first this this year I went to the 'free dinner' again, it wasn't so busy there. Probably cause of the bad weather, it rained pretty much the whole day today. The video I posted I just watched by accident, I stumbled trough my own made videos, and saw this video aswell. It's an oldie, it's a little movie I made while I was in Canada, it was the summer of 2009. I couldn't watch this video for a long time, it's a 'touching' song, (Saf's favorite song) and the pictures I putted in the video were taken in the summer of 2009. On purpose I didn't put much faces in this video, just (summer) objects. It let's the viewers guess what the video is about or it makes the video more attractive. 

Seeing this video back now, it still hurts a bit, yes, do I miss that time? Uhm yes and no. Yes, because as you can see in the video we really had a good time, and no, because, I can't go back. I'm having my life here now. I changed alot while being back in Holland, stronger and enjoy things more, I travel, got a job, etc, etc. Seeing this video back made me also ask the question, "Could I manage or handle it if I could turn back the time two years from now and start the relationship with Saf over? With  being the person who I am now? Oh yes, easy! Do I want that if it would be possible? Uhm, yes and no, you know turn back time doesn't exist. Time goes forward, so are people, and so do I.