Waiting for 'that' phone call...

Waiting for 'that' phone call... 

It's 8:34 pm, my cell phone lays next to me, I'm expecting a phone call from my Aunt. I sometimes look at my cell phone like it's a ticking bomb, lol. I don't like it when my Aunt calls, knowing my Aunt she will call me cause she needs my help with Dad's moving, or she wants me to help. It's normal that she calls and that she wants me to help out, ofcource cause it's my Dad. Dad has still some of his belongings in his old room, some of those things he can't bring with him to his new room. That has to go, where? that will be probably my or my Dad's choice. I'm not looking forward to Aunt's call, cause she wants to get control over everyone, specially mine, cause she knows I'm weak and fragile. 

She has hars comments and commands, that's not my style. 8:40 pm, still no call, I'm nuts! If Aunt is going to call of message me I will be calm and straight to the point. When she wants my help I will tell her when, if she doesn't like that, well, then not. Geesh, I wish I could do my Dad's old room all by myself, I would be done in one day. Though my Aunt wouldn't let me. There has to be alot arranged though, the furniture what has to go can go from my part, perhaps to the Family or to me. I think I will take a few items with me, I will see. My Aunt told me that his new room is very small, hmm, I think I will see that upcoming Friday, that's my day off, then I'm available.

Decided over my US trip already? Well, I think I'm getting closer, lol. My doubts or the 'if that' or the 'if this,' or less. A few more fellow workers were telling me today, why not? Just go! That always gives me a boost, makes me wanna go right away, lol. I should go, the only barrier is money now, can I afford it? I think yes, but I really want to be sure. 1300 Euro is alot of money, though I saved money aswell. But with 1300 Euro I'm not there yet, I will need food, gifts for the kids, and perhaps a few extra things like always. So yeah, I really have to be sure I really can afford it. The excitement is growing though... that's a plus point!

8:54 pm, still no call. I think after 9:30 pm she won't call anymore.... Sometimes I think I think to much.