"I'm Amazed!": ' Cause this is driller, driller night.'

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

' Cause this is driller, driller night.'

' Cause this is driller, driller night.'

I think I have never drilled so many holes in my life as today. Today at work we prepaired some shelves, there was an order of 2 pallets. On each pallets there were 500 shelves, and these shelves needed holes for screws. One shelf needed 4 holes, 4 x 500 x 500 = 4000 holes. I still think I hear the drill, but okay, it went fine. Thursday is the next working day, and then I can say, I worked the whole three full days. Woot!

The factory where I work (Reha) told me today that they just started, this is there 5th week of production, and you can see that. There is another Reha factory in Nijverdal, my ol' town, and our boss was so kind to take us there to have a look how they work, and it was huge and full in production. " That's how I would like it aswell in our little factory," said our boss. We need more items to produce, recently were in the wood production. Yesterday I told you I would take some pictures, You can see them below my post. I'm happy with the work, it keeps me going and the Canada-thoughts I use to think or what I sometimes still think, seems not at all important anymore.

What I'm a bit concerned about is, the way to handle my paperwork. Bills need to payed, my insurance's, my income, looking for a house. Everything is going okay, but it's going slow. And that's just the way it is, I can't change that. All these important things I have to arrange together with Humanitas feels like a none-organized mess in my head, not for Humanitas. Humanitas says, "It's just a small thing what you have, we have seen lots, lots worser." Although it's a bit of a relief to hear that, I think I need to re-organize my folder. Folder?

Humanitas gave me a empty folder, or how you call it? Binder? there I can put my important paper work in. I have so much stuff and mail, that I need to organize that folder/binder. I just don't know where to start, I know Humanitas helps me out but I would like to help out aswell. But where to start, where does Humanitas start? They have a plan with me, a kind of a project, that's why they called it a 24-project. They help me trough that project to become a citizen again, a working citizen, a citizen who has a house and a income.

I sure couldn't have done it without them, I mean where would I start? For example, should I get work first? Or should I get a house first? And the bills I have to pay then? I have never been in a situation where I have guilts with my money, yeah, I have been poor, Mom and Dad have been poor, but guilts? No! Tomorrow, I have an appoitment with my counseler from Humanitas, then we will talk (as always) how things are going, and we surely (as always) talk about my paper work, and how far the things are. I think I'll start before I get to bed with organizing my folder/binder, I really like things organized. In the past before I went to Canda, I had all my paperwork in order and everything in folders/binders. While I was in Canada, I didn't had that, cause it was just not needed. Now it's needed again, and I want that, and I will.

Picture time!