"Facebook, Jaggle, Skoften, Vkmag, Forum, Blogger, Hyves."

"Facebook, Jaggle, Skoften, Vkmag, Forum, Blogger, Hyves."

Just a few sites what I daily visit, Facebook is the absolute number one, oh yeah! First I didn't even like it that much, I had a account and a few friends. All I did was sending hearts or flowers, or anything what you can send trough Facebook. I tought that was the only thing you could do there, untill I started to get more friends and mutual friends.Is it addicting? Hmm, I don't know, I think when I would stop for a week with Facebook I would miss it. I wouldn't say it's addicting, it's more of a habbit, when I turn my laptop on I automaticly first go to Facebook. Hyves is the Dutch version of Facebook, but it's nothing like Facebook, it's kinda boring.

Anyway, on with this Thursday, I had a nice day at work. I felt exhausted but satisfied, I still feel tired after working three days. Three days that's enough for me at the moment, after Thursday I need my rest, and my relaxing. I take alot of naps the days after work, cause my body is asking for it. A little suprise today at work, Johannus is starting his first working day on Monday, he had such a big mouth that he WON'T go to work. He told me he can't, he's not able, and he won't work for nothing. He told me aswell that he has to work though from Humanitas otherwise they will throw him out, hmm.

I agree with Humanitas that Johannus needs something to do instead of walking or woundering around in the building, it will do him good to work a little bit, and to see other people. Johannus is sick though, he had a operation on his knees in the past and has difficulties with walking on stairs, specially now, cause he has a upcomming inguinal hernia. But the work he can do at Reha can be light, or he can sit down doing his job. Although he 'has' to work I'm glad he took the step. By the way, his girlfriend has to work aswell, and they have two kids. They both will work on different times, and while the kids are off to school. 


Lately I feel good at Humanitas, but there are days when I say to myself, "Ugh, send me somewhere else." Some certain things here gets annoying, like people being drunk or complain all the time, not always tough. I think it's just the fact that these people are so NOT like me, sometimes it's fine being with them and sometimes I have laughs with them. But, aswell sometimes I think, oh please! I wouldn't say there 'bad'people, but there behaviour is so tough sometimes, it's way the opisite from my behaviour. I think it's not that healty for me to stay not that long here at Humanitas, my counseler Linda told me this aswell. 


Maybe the only one who I can become attached with is Johannus and his Family, even tough there though and grew up in so called 'bad' inviroment, it's nice with them. But you have to be alone with them.  I was thinking to go out a day with Johannus and his Family, perhaps a amusement park or a zoo, it would be nice for the kids, specially the kids. They need aswell a kids time so now and then, instead of walking and wondering around at Humanitas. It's sure is not healty for them being around such tough people.