“Sun is shining. Weather is sweet. Make you wanna move your dancing feet.”

“Sun is shining. Weather is sweet. Make you wanna move your dancing feet.” 

Well, it was a bit to warm to move my dancing feet, but otherwise I had a great day. I really adore my work, I love it. Today I made the second wooden butler- tray, (tomorrow pics) another guy helped me, he made another one, or atleast tried. He was a new guy and never worked with wood, he did alright. The one I made was much better then the one I made last Thursday, it made me feel happy. The new guy I worked with, was a bit of a uhm, how you call such person? Saying something nice for example giving compliments, but just a bit to overreacting nice, and actually not meaning it, or just saying it to be nice and friendly but actually saying 'screw you,' (lol, Now I am overracting) Atleast that's how he came over to me. I talked a bit more to him later on, he was just a bit 'to' nice. Maybe he was just nervous.

But yeah, it was a nice day at work today, I had fun, the weather was good, and the work went fine. Perfect! It's all I need. Just a tiny bit worried about comming back to Humanitas after work, or worried? Maybe a bit not wanting, in other words, it's nice comming home after a hard day's work to a relaxed atmosphere without any drama or busy things. It's sometimes hard to find that atmosphere at Humanitas, it made me today a bit 'eek' and I know it's not the right feeling. Specially with the last weeks with the drama Johannus's break up, and Ricardo. This afternoon I thought to myself, I had just a bit enough of that drama,' I do still care about them though, but just, well, you know.I will work on that.This morning a resident told me that I spent to much time with them. I told him that I know when to stop, I know where the line is, I already told Johannus that it's sometimes just a bit to much. 


I just want to keep the peace, like always. I wont say right away, "No, not tonight!" if Johannus or Ricardo knocks on my door, that's not me. I would sit with him and talk about it, or say nothing at all. Last night I was a bit worried aswell, around 9:30 in the evening Johannus knocked on my door again with Ricardo, (way past his bedtime) Johannus told me he saw his ex stepping into another car with his youngest Son, she was with the guy where she slept with. Johannus followed them sneaky, and the guy saw him and drove like a maniac across the road, they nearly drove in the water. Johannus gave up following them, it went to crazy. Johannus was worried about his youngest Son who was in the other car. Ricardo sat with his Dad in the backseat, sigh! After that Johannus went to the police to tell them about his youngest Son, he was worried about him, he gave the police the guy's licince plate number. 


Johannus told me all this and he would like to check again cause he had a clue where his ex might be, I asked him to slow down and give it a rest. But no use, he went and I took care of Ricardo cause he wanted to stay with me. (I didn't mind) After 20 minutes Johannus came back and said, "I didn't go, it's no use, it's late." I told him again, to calm down and I asked him to call the child custody tomorrow to arrange about his youngest Son, "That's my plan," replied Johannus. Then they took off, thank God! I sure had enough of that day. This morning I wrote a little note for the staff, asking Johannus's counselor to keep an eye on him, and telling her about what happend last night. I don't want him and Ricardo to get in trouble, let Johannus's counselor deal with them. The 'eek' feeling I had today was for nothing cause Johannus and Ricardo weren't at Humanitas. Where they were, I didn't know. 


I made my dinner, and after my dinner I had a fresh shower, it did me good. Still Johannus and Ricardo weren't there, and I was thinking to myself, "I don't mind, this 'rest' feels good." I sat in the backyard enjoyning the afternoon sun, and some residents came along and sat with me. We talked and made some jokes, we had fun. It felt good, later on Paula dropped by aswell and sat with us. Perfect! I would be nice if Johannus and Ricardo were sitting with us and have the same fun but at the moment there sure not in the mood for such things, I wish it was different. I felt I had a day off, I really had a nice day. More day's like this will come! 


P.s. I hope Johannus and Ricardo are alright, specially Ricardo!