"You can't hurry love, no I just have to wait."

"You can't hurry love, no I just have to wait."

Suppa duppa exhausted day at work, I guess the energy was all gone after the last few days. That really sucked the  energy out of me, so I knew where the tiredness came from. The work I done today wasn't that exciting, but we had some laughs, oh yeah! Some of the workers played some soccer with a plastic ball I made from wrap plastic, it was fun. Anything news from Ina? Hmm, not really, I just got home and had a shower. On my way from the shower to my room I saw her and I said, "Hi, and she said "Hi," back. It sometimes suprises me that she just walks on while greeting each other and doesn't stop for a little talk. Maybe it's just the was she is, I don't know. Do I still have feelings for her? To be honest? Yes, I do, but I can handle them..... I think.

After my shower and dinner, (I cooked my dinner downstairs, cause 'she' might be there aswell, sigh, silly me! ) I sat behind my computer and did the ussualy stuff. I wasn't planning to go to Ina this evening, I didn't wanna go every evening. Cause she might start to think, I know, it's silly. But while I was on the computer she kept flashing trough my mind, "Shall I go to her?" I thought. In the end I went, but first I went to Daniel cause he told me we could go together this evening today. Daniel wasn't in his room, so I thought maybe he's already there. But Ina wasn't on her room either, her door was closed. I went back to my room. Tomorrow another day. Yeah, I don't wanna stress myself, if it gets to much in  my head I back down and just leave it be.

Ina told me last night she wants to stay single for a while and so do I, were friends, it's all good. I don't have the energy to rush or push myself. It's fine now like it is. I do miss her though.... Grrr! LOL! Tomorrow Ina's Daughter comes back from summer-camp, I'm happy for Ina that she can see her Daughter back. Maybe I won't go either to her tomorrow, let her have a good time with her Daughter. God, I sound like a little baby right now! Do you noticed? Geesh, man up! Alright, back to me. I promised that I  put a few pictures on the next post a few days ago, pictures of what I made last Monday. Remember the baby two sitter with something extra? 

Fase one!

Fase two!

Fase tree!

Tadaa! Done! Nice right?

I had fun making it, the baby two sitter I made already a few times, but the bin inside of it I designed myself, with a tiny little extra help from the Boss. It looks nice and I hope to make more of them. At the moment we haven't got much people working at Reha, two workers will leave us next week aswell. Cause there duty is done, these workers were actually internship runners (Google translate) at Reha to guide us workers. I learned alot from them, they were all ways around to help me and ofcource other workers. They will be missed. Upcomming Sunday I finally have a meeting with the (stand-in) counselor, she was sick. I'm looking forward to it, cause there's alot to be done and there's a lot to be looked over. The evening went on and me and Daniel went out for a while. I invited myself after Daniel wanted to go out cause he was bored. 


Daniel was sitting with Ina in the 'green sitting room,' that's the room next to my room. I joined them and we all went from there to another resident first. After that Ina went upstairs to watch TV, and Daniel and I went out. We went into town and Daniel went to a pub first, "You wait here, I'll be right back," he said. He came out the pub with another guy, he spoke english and was from Romania. Daniel met him before this week when he went to the pub. The Romainian guy was in this town for work, he was here for a week, young guy, I think he was about 23 or 24. Nice guy. He couldn't speak a word Dutch, Daniel's english was funny, that's why he asked me to talk to him. What was very easy cause I knew english very well. I spoke to him alot, and it was so nice to speak english again, I really enjoyed it.


We allwent to a place where they played pool biljart, (yes, the same place where Daniel and I went before) we really had a nice time. It keeps you aswell your mind of things, just what I needed a bit. Good times!