"Sleeping and resting."

"Sleeping and resting."

I'm in that rectangular thing that's really soft and comfortable, and my head is on this other thing that is really comfortable and molds to the shape of my head. Then there's this thing that I wrap myself up with to keep me warm, and is also really soft. Also I do this thing with my eyes that makes my whole room go black, and allows me to think of things that I don't think of when I have my eyes open. In other words, I needed sleep today cause I was tired. 

Been tired almost the whole day, but after a few naps I felt better. I didn't do much today, resting and sleeping. It's been a long day yesterday, but aswell a very nice day. I bought some lighters for some of the residents, and they were all happy with it. Only Ina wasn't that happy, her lighter had a drawned girl on it with the saying 'red light district.' They were such a small letters that I even didn't saw it while buying it, I knew I had to buy two girly lighters but they were hard to find. When I saw two lighters with a sexy lady on it I bought them, they were pink aswell.  


"What do you think of me?" said Ina, "I'm not a hooker!" I replied, "No ofcource not, don't take everything so negative when people say or do something," Ina always does that. I told her I was sorry and we were fine. But the next day in the morning she went on, still about the lighter, "I gave the lighter to my Son," she told me. "That's fine," I told her. There's no use in going in discusion with her, it's never good. I had the silliest idea to buy her a new lighter in town. Oh yeah, I will get her! I was slightly done with her, she's gotta stop thinking negative and take everything a bit easier. 


I found after long searching a nice lighter, it had the picture of Bob Marley on it. First I saw a few other lighters but I just didn't know. One had a Betty Boob drawn on it, but she might get the wrong idea again, aswell one lighter with a M. Monroe drawn on it. Sigh! What was I doing? Even though it was silly to buy it, I didn't care. When I got back I gave it to her, and she didn't want it in the first place, cause she felt upset after I gave her the red light district lighter. "Okay, I can make someone else happy with it," I told her. But then she wanted it, and I asked her to say sorry to me. She refussed. 


I explained her why I bought the Bob Marley lighter, she kinda agreed with me, and I told her sorry, hmm, but still there was a upsetness it seemed from both sides. I just want her to stop thinking the bad things about other people, be more positive. At the moment were okay I guess, I just let it be for now. If she has something to say then I will be there and listen, I know what to say. It gives me a bit of a bad feeling though, feelings of that Ina watches me with every movement I make or watches me everything I say. Your almost afraid to say the wrong thing, or worser not say anything to her, or even to speak towards others. 


Anyway, I'm good with it, I'm fine. Ina still has a relationship with her ten year younger boyfriend Daniel, I'm fine with that too. It doesn't do a thing to me. Ina is not the right person for me to start a relationship with, that's a 1000%. But getting along with her is nice, I really hope she turns around with her negative thoughts, cause I only want the best for her. Further? Further nothing, I'm good and fine aswell with the other residents. Some of the residents said that I was silly buying that Bob Marley lighter, but that's me, I don't like arguess and fights.