"Oh Father."

"Oh Father." 

There's got to be a easier way to visit my Dad, I keep delaying visiting him. I feel bad about it, I should just go and should not complain about my tiredness, or whatever reason. The reason why I come up with this is that when I think of my Dad I always think, "Go visit him more often, there will come a day when he won't be there anymore." Not a nice thought, I know, but it's the trough, Dad is getting older and older. When he will pass away I will prolly feel guilty that I don't visited him enough. 

Although his old age, I see he's in good hands where he is now. He gets 24 hours a day day care. He has people around him and he should be fine. Still my visits to him should be more often.

My Dad did alot for me, he was always there when I needed him. Dad had it hard when 'Mom' passed away, the wounds of the pain he had then you can see them back on him now. Dad is 77 but he looks almost 88, his walking goes very badly and he's quit difficult. Tomorrow or next Saturday I will visit him. Yeah, I'm delaying again when I go next Saturday, I know. But still I wanna see him, talk to him and see how he's doing. Tomorrow or next Saturday for sure!

Today was quit okay, I had a good sleep, and did a few things. The good sleep was needed, I fell almost asleep last night on the couch withmy laptop on my lap. And it was just 9:00 pm. I went to the company where I get my healt insurrance from, (Menzis) cause I could get back 20 Euro from my taxes on the healt insurance I red in the local newspaper. I had to go to a site and fill in there my ussurance number and my date of birth. But I got the message that my ussarance number didn't connect with my date of birth. Very weird cause I was 100% sure I filled it in right.

The lady who helped me didn't know what to do too, my ussurance number and my birth of date were 100% okay, she couldn't help me further. I had to inform the site where I get the 20 Euro back from, But I did that already a ten times. I will have to look for other options, cause I'm determain to get the 20 Euro. And it was cold today, oh yeah, I need some good gloves and one or two long johns more, lol! Warmth is good!