Sunday, September 11, 2011

"Oh well, Sunday's."



Let's have a little laugh on this Sunday, I did a few things inside the house and didn't even go outside. The weather was good though, sunny and warm, to warm actually. Ansd when it's to warm in Holland we will get a thunder or a rainstorm. And yeah the rainstorm came in the late afternoon. I cleaned up a few things, I whiped four windows, sweeped the floor in the livingroom. (It's like laminate produces dust, lol) Last thing I did was I emptied the two suitcases with winter clothing. I have space enough for the summer clothing, and the winterclothing. The laundry from yesterday is still drying, it seems it doesn't dry at all, maybe it is time for a wash dryer.

I had a little 'sad' moment aswell, just a short one though. Being alone isn't that fun, I sure hope that will change. I was unpacking my suitcases, and saw some clothing what I bought in Canada, I saw aswell a few drawnings what Tasn made for while I was with her. Then it hits me ofcource, I thought, I really need something to do the comming months. Like I said before, join a club or a sport, follow a cursus. These are my goals, like I said while I was still at Humanitas. I'm sure I will achieve these goals but I will have to work on them, or better look for them. These goals won't knock on my door and say, "Hey you come along!"I will have to do it by myself, I can do that.

Such lonely feelings aren't fun but actually I should be glad I have them, it means I don't want to be alone or sit on my a.. uhm, bum! What makes me happy is that I still live in Almelo, I lived here now for 8 months, and I know the place, I even know a few people. I still meet some of the residents from Humanitas at work 3 days a week and at the free dinner, so, that's something. But yeah, days like this, (Sundays) ugh, maybe I should had going to that church. Note to myself: I will have a great future!! A new city, new people, new oppertunities, new friends, I'm ready!

I'm still amazed what I reached so far, to be continued? Yes!

2 comments:

jazain said...

lol i really laughed when i saw this video. reminded me of the old you!! making videos, doing silly things!!

that will always ALWAYS happen sjon. let me just tell you..even in the future, when you find something that you havent seen in a while. that feeling will hit like a ton of bricks! but the best thing (as you already see) that you can shake it off better!!

im sure you will find someone. just make sure she is as good hearted as you are!!

sonnie100dj@hotmail.com said...

Yeah I looked at some old video's from back then, geesh, I was silly thern, lol. The video reminds of how I was then and how I am now, I sure changed I must say, and in a good way,uhm, yeah!

Sure I will hit into something, that can always happen. But I can shake it off better now like you said, and it will only go better from here. But somehow I will keep the memories always and that I don't want to shake off.

This morning I was thinking of stasrting dating again, perhaps online as a start. I might have a peek (nothing serious, just looking around, who knows...

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