I 'love' my job!

I 'love' my job! 

There I said it, I LOVE my job! Put me anywhere in the factory and I will love it, I like the work I have to do and I like the fellow workers around me. Today was a nice day at work, were still busy with the many, many mats we have to produce in a short time. Were on schedule and we have to keep up the hard work, I like the challenge. Everyone is working hard and while working hard there is time for a laugh too. We make fun too ofcource, we sometimes sing along with the radio or we throw something little to each other. Just a piece of paper or a piece of hardboard, it's so innocent.

Next week on February 1st I will prolly get to hear if I can go or stay, My thoughts? Well, it's vey busy so I think..... uhm... I don't know, I think it will be fifty/fifty. I really hope I can stay, I belong here, this job gives me such a good feeling. Next week will be my birthday aswell, on February 1st I will celebrate my 44th birthday. Damn, I'm getting old, lol. But the funny thing is I don't feel that old, I don't feel I'm 44. Or do I? I mean... I don't have much energy, my muscles gets tired fast, I forget things easily, specially when I have to remember many things. I have these sympthons already for many years, blame my sick thyroid.

I have these sympthons from the moment I got diagnosed with a sick thyroid (2003), a lack of energy, fast sore muscles, forgetting things, ect, ect. I got used to it though, I know what I'm able off, I know when to stop and I know when to go on. It became a lifestyle, or how do you say that, I'm used to it. I'm used to get tired or have weak muscles, ect. I'm fine with it aswell, it could have been alot worser. Though I feel a bit better now, in 2003 when I got diagnosed, I really took it easy with myself. A bit 'to' easy though. Now when I have all these years of experience behind me I really know my own body, and I know how much energy I got, like I said, I know when to stop and I know when to go on.