A grey cold day...

A grey cold day... 

This mornming after a nice sleep I planned to post a few things and do a little grocery, it was cold and grey. The cold wind blew trough my jacket, it was much colder then the last few days. I had post for Humanitas, I could have throw it in the mailbox but I figured why not just go there and have a little chat with some people of the staff. I had a little chat with secretary Barabara, she invited me in for a little talk. She had mail for me aswell, I had to sign a letter. I still have contact with Humanitas, they helped me last year with getting my life on the rails again, and they helped me with giving me a room in there place. When I started to live on my own again they gave me a counselor, also from Humanitas, the counseling will stop in July. Ansd then I can say, 'I'm on my own now, now it's all up to me.' 

Ofcource I do most of the things on my own already, like paying bills, going to appointments, working, ect, ect. Just the daily things and the things I need to do.  But so now and then I need help or a reminder, then I can count on my counselor, he comes once in three weeks now. In the beginning he came once a week, then a few months later he came once in two weeks. Ofcource last year I had lots to do, I had lots to arrange and all that in a short time. Like a rollercoaster I went from left to right. most of the 'important things' are settled now. It becomes easier. Most of the debt's has been payed, the rest of the debt's is being payed automaticly, it's not much. The normal bills and normal payings like everyone has I will keep ofcource. I really had to get used to these things again.. 

I hoped I would have met my old counselor Paula when I visited Humanityas this morning, she had a pregnacy vacation the last five months, now she's back. I still ow her a cuppa coffee, but she wasn't there, sigh! I have alot to thank towards her, she did so many things for me. I know it's her job but, damn she was so nice and so funny. Barabara told me that she will be back on Thursday and Saturday. She told me when I saw her the last time, (August 2011) 'We can drink a cuppa coffee when I get back from my pregnacy vacation.'  I think I will visit her on Saturday at Humanitas, would be nice to see her again. Today there would have been a visit from the firefighters, but I didn't go, I was to tired. I took two loooong naps.

The firefighters were here to inform us about fire safement, or how you call it, or how we can protect our house against fire. The informing took place in our (flat) cantine, but like I said I didn't go. I wouldn't even know if it was busy or that the firefighters  showed up, I was napping. I doubt that it was busy cause I heared a few neighbors doing there households and many residents were working. Our cantine or the so called recreation room is always empty, you can have a cuppa coffee there, watch television or just have a talk with the other residents. But I never see people there. For tonight... early to bed... I'm still a bit tired and work is calling tomorrow.