Two days of hard work...

Two days of hard work... 

Wow, I worked hard the last two days, I'm happy with the upcomming day off. During the working days I try to plan ahead with my energy, for example, when it's almost lunch time I give it  my last best shot cause I know lunch break is comming up so I can rest for 30 minutes. Or just before the working day ends (at 4:30) I try to finnish where I'm working on, and save a little time to clean up aswell. Today I felt tired, specially after the lunch break. Perhaps I got a bit overwhelmed with the work, though the working feels good, and I know what I'm able off, I know when to stop or to take it easy. 

At 4:00 my second Boss (Wouter) came to me and asked me if I could work tomorrow aswell, cause they were busy with a mat that had to be finnished as soon as possible. I find it difficult to say 'no,' but I had to, I felt tired and felt that I gave it all the last few days. I explained it to Wouter and I said 'no.' He totally understood it and said to me 'not to worry.' Though the reffusing  felt bad, cause my Boss asked me in our last conversation if I was flexible wirth working, meaning could I also switch with the working days, I told her yes. Now they asked me, and I refusse. Though it was okay, it felt not good. (Perhaps a bit nervous to loose my job aswell) 

I finnished my mat and went to the office, lol, to tell my Boss why I refussed. Though my Boss didn't understand where I was talking about, Wouter (my second Boss) went to another office member and 'he' asked for me to work tomorrow, lol. After I explained my Boss why I couldn't work another day and explained her that I thought that Wouter went here my Boss was very friendly, and she respected my visit and my explaining. It was a bit of a lame visit from me in my eyes, but I like that my Boss respected it. I didn't expect that Wouter came that late to ask me to work tomorrow, it wasn't in my plan, lol. The day ended good, it's all good.