Here I am!

Here I am! 

I would never believe I would write this in my blog, but here it goes. It's been a while since I have been writing a post. There wasn't just much to write about, my life is going well. I mean, there's not much to tell, I'm doing well. I have a house, a job, here and there a few friends. Yeah, these friends, I wish ofcource I still I had a few more. My counselor told me aswell that I was doing well today, it was my last appointment with my counselor. I thought I needed counseling after my Dad passed away in February, though I was way to early with asking. But anyway, this counselor and I had a few appointments, in the last appointment he told me I didn't need grief counseling, I was doing well, and I agreed. 

I told in one of the appointments hat I was going on a journey aswell, (Athens, Georgia US) the counselor was all ears when I told him about my journey. "When you come back, I want to know how it went," he told me. So today I told about my adventure in the US to my counselor, and again, he was all ears, lol. Ofcource it was a adventure, a great adventure, a adventure I never wanted to miss. I told him aswell about my journey returning  home from the US, that I came back and really had difficulties with adjusting. He understood that, back to reality,back to be on my own again. I needed a few weeks to adjust, but in that time I realized that I needed more company around me. 

Just like I wished several months ago, you know, 'join a club, finding social contacts, get out more.' My first counselor advised me to be first happy with yourself being on your own, not forcing things to get social contacts, friends, if I make it a must it won't work. The counselor where I spoke with now told me quit the same, 'You can't buy or rent a friend, such things must go by itself. For example I join a club and I get in contact with other people, that's the way it goes. (I knew that) At the moment I'm quit adjusted, but AI know aswell there has to be a few changes, and there will be.. but everything on time. No rush, no force, no hasty things. It's going to be alright. 

Updating.

Updating. 

What can I write? There's not much to write recently, funny right that I haven been writing everyday for almost three years. Sometimes then aswell I didn't know what to write about, though I filled the post with words, lol. Life is going well, I slowly adjusted again after my trip to Atlanta, though this trip woke me up that there had to be done something, something with my social life. I'm working on it. I'm sure aswell that 'that' trip to Atlanta gets a second part, oh yes! The eight or nine days I was with Jan was good but there was aswell some disasters, let's do it over and better the next time, lol. 

Last weekend I rested once again, I'm saving up a few euro's for a decent day out. I waited extra for that day when I get my monthly paying, the weeks before my monthly paying I took it easy and just had a relaxed weekend. Aswell this weekend, I had my rest and did my weekly groceries. Also last weekend I went to a castle, lol. A castle? Yes, the only castle we have in our city. It was 'monumental' weekend in our city, monumental buildings were open to visit. Now we don't have much monumental building, just a few. I choosed the only castle we have in our city... 

The only castle we have in our little city, thank God the rain stopped.  

The castle is called 'Huize Almelo.' I passed perhaps a million times this castle, it's forbidden to cross the castle's gate. This time the gate was open... 

The enormous garden from 'Huize Almelo.'

The owner of the castle guided us around. Gosh, and I didn't even plan to go here today. 

A huge stable in front of the castle. 

Like I said a huge garden.. 

The garden had no flowers or other garden articles, it's a forest with lots of bushes and trees.  

Backside of the castle.  

The owner in front...  

I could live here...