"Be well, do good work, and keep in touch."

"Be well, do good work, and keep in touch."

My last day at Humanitas today, such a weird feeling. Double feelings, on one side I will love to be on myself again, and on the otherside I will miss it here aswell. I think that's pretty normal, I have been here eight months. It feels like eight years almost, I had a great time, I made some friends, I struggled, I laughed, I lived, I been trough so many things. I totally have no regrets that I been here, I still remember my first time when I walked in this building with my huge suitcases. I was searching for my room that the staff picked out for me, room number 15, the building felt like a maze, so many hallways and doors. You have been good Humanitas, 'au revoir.' 


Most of the residents I will keep seeing at Reha, the place where I work three days in the week. So I can't really say goodbye. I will do my greetings to the staff tomorrow morning, I loved them all, Melissa, Paula, Nicole, Sandra, Barbara, Rob, Heidi, and that's all. Today was my last day, I packed my last things and cleaned my room. I tried to do my last laundry, but with twenty people in one building and one washingmachine, that doesn't work so well. Nicole (a staff member) was so nice to help me out with two huge suitcases, we throwed them in the car and drove to my house to deliver them there. It was such a relief, otherwise I would have grabbed my bike or walked wwith them. 


Such a calm day here at Humanitas, there's nothing much to do or going on. I cleaned the kitchen and livingroom in section green together with Henkie, cause it was a mess again. I wonder how it will go this week, I got plenty to do for sure, I don't have to feel bored. Lot's of cleaning and organizing, don't forget the unpacking. I love it though, nice and comfy in my own house. I hope I will get fast used to what has to be payed monthly, so I can see what I can spend and what I can't spend. That will take a few months I guess, I will have to take it easy with spending money. I'm not really worried about that. 

For now I will say, uhm, well, there's not much to say. Tomorrow I will deliver the keys and I will see how it goes from there. My room has to be clean when I'm leaving, I will pack my last things and stuff with me to the house, and then it's off to work. I hope I will get my internet working tomorrow or Tuesday, but I think it will be Wednesday. Such a pity though cause I promised myself to write everyday, tomorrow will be a very busy day, delivering the keys, work and then at 6:00 the free dinner. I don't even know when the libary closes, I have to check the closing times. Okay, I will do my best and hopefully I'll be back soon. Sigh! 

"We're almost there."

"Were almost there."

I can feel it in my bones, it was another hectic day. Today was day two of the laminate, Henkie and Harrie were tired, but they went with me. It was a day of suprises aswell, I got something new. Anyway, this morning we took our time to go to the house, around 10:00 am we took off. Before that we said goodbye to Melissa, she's a staff member and today was her last day, she's going back to school. Melissa was the one who opened the door for me when I made my first entrance to Humanitas, she guided me around aswell. She will be missed for sure. I jumped on my bike and drove 1 km and suddenly 'deng, went my bike, the chain broke off and it couldn't be fixed anymore. I tried to fix it many times but no succes, I thought, "Why now!?" I putted my bike back at Humanitas, and borrowed a bike from Harry. My mind was on buying a second hand bike today, oh yeah. The old bike was totally done anyway, I bought it back in January for only 40 Euro.

The house is filled with laminate.

Alright, first we went to the store, I needed a little waterhose for the washingmachine, cause it didn't came with it. Damn little hose costed me 13 Euro, but okay, I needed one. When we arrived at the house the sun was shinning like crazy, it was warm outside. I couldn't stay long cause around 11:30 I had to visit a seller who has a nice couch for me, beautifull red. Henkie and Harrie stayed fixing the last parts of the laminate, and I took of to to see the 'red' couch. I had to search for the adress again, oh yeah, I love searching. I asked a lady after searching more then 20 minutes, me being assertive. And yeah, I drove many times past the adress without even noticing I passed the right adress. Anyway, I was at the adress and I saw already the 'red' couch from outside, what a beauty. The sellers letted me in  and they were friendly, we talked a bit and then it was time to look at the couch properly. 

The red 2 sitter.

It was actually not needed cause I wanted it so badly, I searched to long for a couch anyway. This couch is mine! The price was still 190 Euro, and he and I were both devistasted to bring the couch today. Hallelujah, amen, happy me! The seller will bring the couch around 4:30 pm, uhmm perfect! I felt a relief, but at the same time a bit nervous, cause okay, the couch is mine but it still needed to be moved from the seller's house to my house, into my room. I hoped it will go fine. On my way back I planned to visit a few bike stores, I had 3 stores in my mind. The first store had alot of bikes, aswell second hand ones. The store had a nice bike for me but hmm, the price was a bit 'sigh' much. 160 Euro, but it was a nice bike. After five minutes  thinking I told the seller, "Sold, I take it." The store will fix the just 'sold' bike and will make it perfect ready for me, at 4:30 pm, I could pick up the bike. 

The 2 and a half sitter.

Happy man I was, but wait, 4:30 is also the time that the seller brings the couch, and I need to pick up a new bike. Oh, yeah, uhm, aah, I will see then. It's just my way of thinking when it's hectic around me, making to easy deals and just go with the flow. I went back and I saw Henkie and Harrie still fixing the laminate, they were pretty far. The sleeping room was almost done and the livingroom was done. They were exhausted cause of the warm weather, they took a break and I talked to them. After the break I helped them with the last part of the laminate, sawing and cleaning was what I did. Harrie was done, I could tell cause he's a bit older. I didn't blame him for taking it easy, he's a hard worker. At 3:00 the laminate was layed, everything was done, yay !! What a relief, but still the couch, sigh. Henkie and I had the idea to take a little break, and then back to Humanitas and then back to the house for the couch. 

A little bit kitchy

We both were thinking that it will be a huge job to get the two couches upstairs and then get them in the room, I sure hope they fitted trough the door way. Harrie told me to get to the bike store now and look if my new bike is already prepaired. So I could come afterwards to Humanitas and drive with us back to the house for the couch, perfect idea! The bike was done and it wasn't even 4:00 pm, it was Harrie's idea to leave his old (borrowed by me) bike with the store, so I could perhaps get some money for it. The store looked at the old bike and gave me 10 Euro for it, a good price for such an old bike. The 10 Euro has been taken off my bike price, perfect! It was time for the couch, I got back at Humanitas and brought back Henkie in gear, but not Harrie, cause he fell asleep, lol. That's alright, I didn't mind. So it was Henkie and me off to the house.

Arrived at the house we saw already a huge car parked in the street, and yes it was the seller with the couch. But were was the seller? We couldn't find him anywhere, perhaps already inside? Me and Henkie went inside and we saw a few red pillows at my frontdoor, but no seller. I went inside to bring the pillows in the room, they were heavy! But where was the seller? We went outside again and, there he was, he was looking for us. He mentioned it that he was to early, but I didn't mind. Time to get the two couches inside, sigh! We just started and thought, "We will see where we end." The couch was heavy and was getting heavier when we were almost upstairs, woohooh!! Heavy! Nearly out of breath we ended at the frontdoor. But the couch was to big to get in the room, we tried many times. I reminded that back in Canada we had the same problem many times, solution? Take the legs of the couch, brilliant! It fitted, pffeww, the big couch is in. We could just screw the legs back on the couch again.

Sleeping room done! 

Now the little couch, that must be easy cause it's shorter. Still heavy though, Henkie had the idea to get the couch in the elevator. We tried and it fitted just. Funny thing was that someone had to get in the elevator to push the button to get the elevator up, the couch was standing straight up and the seller helped out to sit on the arm from the couch and pushed the button, (such a small elevator) such a funny thing to see, the seller all crawled in the elevator and getting up. At the frontdoor we did the same thing, screw the short legs of the couch and shove the couch into the room. It went easy and a relief fall off off my shoulder. The laminate had been layed and the couches are in the building, and it looks so nice! I was dead tired and so was Henkie, it's been a long day. Back at Humanitas I took a shower and afterwards me and Henkie and a few other residents bought something for dinner, something easy, we decided to go for a sandwich (a'la Metro) shoarma, one was enough for me.

On our last day we drank a few beers, we deserved it!

I was still a bit out of breath to eat properly, it's been a few weeks, ugh! Now it's just a few days of planning and puzzeling, tomorrow I will pack up my room at Humanitas. Aswell I will do some laundry there, my last laundry at Humanitas. Monday morning I will deliver the keys at the office, and I will see what happens next then. If I have the time to go to work in the afternoon I will, I will see. Sunday night will be my last night at Humanitas, and then it's saying goodbye to everyone. I will prolly see a few residents again, they will visit me a few times I guess, and at work I will see some residents too. I'm happy with that, I don't like goodbyes, sspecially when it's going so fast.

"And now for something completly different."

"And now for something completly different." 

Trough all the hectic moving I thought it would be something to write something different, 92 truths. I saw it on Facebook, You can pass it on, or tag someone in it. But this ain't facebook so, uhmm, maybe we can pass it on here. Feel free to do! Here we go.

WHAT WAS MY:

1. Last beverage: Djoezz (it's a fruit drink)

2. Last phone call: Paula (My counselor)

3. Last text message: Safa, and that was in 2009 (I sure have to practize on my new phone)

4. Last song: can't remember

5. Last time you cried: A month ago

6. Dated someone twice: No

7. Been cheated on: Thank God never

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Oh yes!

9. Lost someone special: I've lost a lot of people..

10. Been depressed: Yes and no, maybe I was close.

11. Been drunk and threw up: No

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Rain..

13. bow...

14. colors...

SINCE LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend: Yes

16. Fallen out of love: Yes

17. Laughed until you cried: No

18. Met someone who changed you: Yes

19. Found out who your true friends were: Oh definitely

20. Found out someone was talking about you: There's always gossip around here... So yeah.

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list: Hahaha, yes, p.s. look at nr.8. (No, it wasn't Saf)

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life: I counted them, 45 atleast.

24. Do you have any pets: No, but they will come (here kitty, come kitty)

25. Do you want to change your name: No

26. What did you do for your last birthday: Nothing, it was my first entrance at Humanitas.

27. What time did you wake up today: 6:30 am

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Relaxing and trying not to fall asleep on my laptop

29. Whats something you can't wait for: To be a few month further and realizing I'm satisfied with my new house.

30. Last time you saw your mother: 11th of August 2000.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Be more assertive. 

32. What are you listening to right now: The sound of the fridge, lol

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Not much actually.

35. Most visited webpage: Besides Facebook, Blogger!

37. Nickname(s): Sonnie, Sjonshine, Sjonnieboy, Hey, John.

38. Relationship Status: Single

39. Zodiac Sign: Aquarius

40. He or She: He

41. Elementary: Yes

42. High School: Nieuwland Nijverdal

43. College / University: Yes

44. Hair color: Darkblond

45. Long or short hair: Short

46. Height: 1 m 85 (I think)

47. Do you have a crush on someone: No

48. What do you like about yourself: My dry humour, funny, being handy, kind, caring, none smoking.

50. Tattoos: None

51. Right or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery: Tonsil

53. First piercing: Don't have any

54. First best friends: Can't remember his/her name

55. First sport you joined: Bmx

56. First vacation: Germany

59. Eating: Sandwisches with apple syrup

60. Drinking: A coffee later

61. I'm about to: Go to the house to get the last things done

62. Listening to: Still that fridge

63. Waiting on: 10:00 am, it's now 9:15 am

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids: Yes

65. Get Married: I might

66. Career: A husband/Father

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes

68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs

69. Shorter or taller: Shorter

70. Older or Younger: Younger

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneously romantic

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Doesn't matter

73. Sensitive or loud: I want a balance, a bit of both, but not dramatic loud

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship

75. Funny or Shy: Shy

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger: No

77. Drank hard liquor: Yes

80. Broke someone's heart: Good question.... I hope I didn't.

81. Had your own heart broken: Yes

82. Been arrested: No

83. Turned someone down: No

84. Cried when someone died: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: Yes, amen

87. Miracles: Always

88. Love at first sight: Yes

89. Heaven: Has to be                                                                                                              

90. Santa Clause: No.

91. The tooth fairy: No

92. Angels: Yes

Alright done, and now on to my normal post.... 

"On our knees and work."

"On our knees and work."

Another exhausting day, I could almost sleep writing this post. Today was the day of the 'laminate,' and I must say, Ikea laminate isn't the best. The laminate was thin and fragile, some layers peeled  of on the end,  but okay. Most of the laminate weas fine I guess, but if I had more money I would have bought a much more expensiver one. I'm happy though that two residents helped me out, Henkie and Harie were the best ones who I could ever wished for. Henkie is calm and knows how to lay laminate, it's the same with Harrie, only he's a hard worker and that's it. We started on a nice time in the morning, after the coffee break at Humanitas we took off. First we went to the store to buy some tools. We still needed some tools to lay the laminate. Quiet expensive though, but anyway, we needed it. 

The underfloor has been layed last night.

We started out but the laying looked easier then it was. It was quit alot work, three persons was enough aswell. Henkie and Harrie were laying the laminate and I saw the laminate when it was needed. I cleaned up aswell, and opened the packages with the laminate. I never layed laminate before so I looked aswell how they did it, it wasn't that easy though. Alot of hammering and ticking was needed to get every piece in place, but when we were half way the laying went faster. The day went fast aswell, around one 'o' clock  I brought the hard workers some food and drinks, cause they deserved it. When we were half way, we decided to go further tomorrow, we were exhausted. The living room is almost done and aswell the hallway. Tommorow we finnish it and then start and end the sleeping room.
 

The living room is almost done.

It's double feelings I have about the moving, when I'm in the new house I feel comfy and I like to be there. I like the rest and I like the being on my own. But when I'm at Humanitas I have the feeling that I will miss it too, miss the residents and even the staff, damn I will miss whole Humanitas. I have been trough alot when I think back of the last 8 months. Blimey 8 months! It feels I stepped into a new life, like I have been transformed. I'm not kidding, this is not the life I lived before I met Safa, oh no! There's a huge difference, I'm glad I went trough this all, I suffered at some points but I learned from it. But most of everything I can say I had a great time, a great time in Canada and a great time at Humanitas, and that great time will not stop but continue.

Ofcource a coffee!

"Reliefed and exhausted."

"Reliefed, and exhausted."

A bit of a exhausting day, but everything went well. I stood up very early this morning, it was 4 am and I sat at my desk surfing the net. I had this weird feeling inside of me and I felt nervous, I wasn't suprised though, cause today the planning was to get the laminate. I had to ask my Boss for a ride to Ikea, eeeek! She already confirmed though a few days ago, but still, will she have the time today?  When I arrived at work my first Boss was there, and the other Boss always comes a bit later. My first Boss asked me how I was, and I told him that I was nervous and feel overwhelmed, I explained why. "Marleen, (my second Boss) will arrive at 9:00, you can ask her then," my Boss told me. Yeah, that's easy, Mr. assertive will just do it like that, lol. I so dislike asking people to do something for me, it's hard for me.
 

When Marleen arrived I went on with my work and waited for the right time to ask her, and I waited and waited and waited. Just before our coffee break at 10:00 I (kinda) asked her, and she said, "Yes." After the coffee break we waited a while and we took off, Ikea here we come. It was already late tough, I had another appointment at 12:00, so there was a bit of a hurry. My appointment was with Paula and another staff member called Heidi, once in 3 months every resident gets a rapport about how the resident is doing. Today it was my time, with a few other residents. Marleen is a good driver I noticed, she had a big car and we were at Ikea before we knew it. It wasn't that busy so that was a good thing too. Parking the (long) car was a bit, hmm, a problem, lol. I had my shopping list what I needed and everything went well. 

The floor I bought.

I still had the measures from the laminate on a paper from when I was visiting Ikea the last time, Mark went with me then. On the shopping list stood aswell the name of the matress what I wanted, with the last visit at Ikea I did a matress test, so I was good. We weren't sure about the underfloor for the laminate, so we asked someone from a Ikea, piece of cake. After the asking it was time to get everything on a cart, 20 boxes of laminate, 3 big rolls of under floor and another 3 packages of underfloor, a matress and another thin matress, done! Funny how the matress was packed, lol Ikea packed the matress in like a carpet, they rolled it in. It was so easy to take with us. When you unpack the matress it has to lay for 24 hours, cause of the foam. 

The matress I bought.

It was time for the paying, the cart was pretty heavy to push forward with all that laminate. The price wasn't that bad, I thought it was much more, I used my new 'Ikea family card' aswell, to get a discount. When I recieved the receipt I knew something wasn't right, Marleen and I walked towards the parkinglot to pack everything in the car. I told Marleen that the cashier made a mistake, she forgot to count the second underfloor (for the laminate) That's alright," said Marleen, "That's your luck today." She was right, I was lucky. I couldn't believe that everything fitted in the car, the car was fully packed and we went back to Reha. It was 11:50 and I knew already I would be to late for the appointment. Marleen adviced me to call when we are back, that's the least I could do. It was a bit of a puzzle how I was gonna solve this day. 

This card saved me money.

The 12:00 'o' clock appointment couldn't go trough cause I was to late, and the next appointment was at 2:00 pm. A fridge will be delivered, strange time though cause the seller told me he will deliver the fridge between 2:00 and 4:00. A nice day to plan things, lol. Anyway, Marleen and I arrived back at work and we decided to leave the stuff in the car and I make a phonecall. After I told Paula that I couldn't make it, she told me that she will call back, well alright. It was a bit after 12:00 and it was lunch time at Reha, a nice time for a break. Planning and thinking made me quiet while having my lunch, My Boss told me that he will drive Marleen's car to my house at 1:30, then I will ride my bike to my house. 

After lunch I finnished what I started this morning, I worked on a wooden lounge seat. One thing I'm really glad off is that I still will be working at Reha, when I live in the my new house. It's all in the same city, here they will be looking for work for me aswell. I'm happy with that. It was 1:30 and I took off, my Boss followed in the car with a full car. It was such a lot of work getting the laminate into my place, ugh!! But we did it, well actually I did the most, cause my Boss had a weak back. (1) 20 Packages of laminate out of the car and into the hallway from the building where I live,(2)  from the hallway to the elevator, (3) in the elevator, (4) out of the elevator in the second hallway, and at last, (5) from the second hallway in my house, *faints*. I was exhausted, and was ready for a short sit down. 

Then the bell ranged, I guessed that was the fridge, and yes it was! I had to go downstairs again to help out, I saw twwo old men with a fridge. One guy looked like he was in his 60's and the older in his 70's, the older man wanted to help, but I told him that I will help out, "You can hold the door," I said. It's an old looking fridge and it sure needs a clean up, but now now, I was exhausted. I payed the two old men, and they took off, and that was actually it for this day. 'Here' for I made myself nerves, there was no need to, but it's normal. Being nerves for a moving sure goes automaticly, and don't say it's not true, lol. I went back to Humanitas for my deserved rest, I planned to go back to the house tonight with a resident, to lay the underfloor for the laminate, then that's done. 

Paula stopped me, when she saw me. She asked me how my day went and I told her how it was, I also appoligized for the chancelled appointment. Paula told me that it wasn't that important, she wrote already the rapport with another staff member, "We can look it in in our next appointment," paula told me. That was alright with me, still felt a bit pitty though that I couldn't make it. Pity for myself cause I really like the staff members here, I want to spend my last days with them, make them laugh or have a nice talk. Paula told me that when I am ready with my house, like you are able to live there, you can deliver the keys and inform the receptionist, then she will write you out and help you further with the money and other stuff, hmm! 

That was not what I actually had planned, there won't be anyone in the weekend at Humanitas, and that's not really a nice goodbye then. Just deliver the keys to a staffmember and then sign a paper and that's it? Au revoir? No, I won't do that. I know why Paula says that though, everyday more here cost me money, 28 Euro a day. I have the money for it, but I can save money when I leave earlier. But still no, I will leave Monday morning when most of the staff members are there. Sunday night will be my last night at Humanitas, am I ready? Emotionally? No, but I will be upcomming Monday, I'm sure. I will prepair myself these last comming days. One last thing I did with Henkie this evening was laying the underfloor, Henkie is a nice guy, tons of tattoo's, wears a cap most of the time but most off all, he's funny, gentle and calm. 

We were done in a hour, it went pretty easy. I never layed laminate in my life, I will learn that tomorrow. So far I have 3 people who will help me out, I hope the laying goes well, yeah I'm a bit of a perfectionist. That's why the nerves a bit for tomorrow's laying, oh well we just will see it. It was a long day, time to relax!

"Taking it easy, as far as it's possible."

"Taking it easy, as far as it's possible."

Almost just a day like yesterday, only the tempature is a bit warmer, it feels alot nicer. I still have the same plan for my moving, I'm taking it easy and do not rush things. I will buy the laminate tomorrow at Ikea, then prolly make a little start the same day, and then Friday the rest. I have people enough to help me out, only I have to ask if my Boss has the time to drive with me to Ikea. Mark is one of the guys who's gonna help me out, yesterday I was thinking about him, cause his girlfriend is not with him at Humanitas. Like I said yesterday, Mark's girlfriend (Margareth) has been throwen out of Humanitas, because of some silly reasons. Margareth is now sleeping at a friends house, and she's not feeling well about the whole sittuation. 

Mark is mad aswell, he has to move to another room, he goes from section red, to section green. This morning he asked me to help him out  with moving his stuff from his old room to his new room, ofcource I helped. I talked with him a bit, I told him that if he's not able to help me out that I'll be fine with it.  He replied that he likes to help out, "It keeps my mind of things, don't worry," well okay. Still if he's to busy with other things then I will tell him again. He had so much stuff in his room, it's almost unbelievable. I guess it will take him a few days to organize his new room, there's so much stuff, he must be  worried about Margareth too.

Prolly, this Saturday I will be moving over.

After I helped Mark I took a nap, I was exhausted. After that it was time for my lunch and then I went to my house, like I had planned today. I took some stuff with me what I didn't need anymore here, clothing, and some photoframes. I barried away the stuff I took with me when I arrived, clothing in the closet, soap and toiletpaper in the bathroom, I putted the new watercooker on his place and as last the kitchen tools in the kitchen drawers. I liked doing that, lol, it's like getting presents. There will be more buying in the next few months, and there all my little gifts to myself, lol! Second thing I did was cleaning the rest of the windows, heck! What a work!

First I scratched all the paint in the corner of the window off, and then I whiped the windows. So many windows in the house, sigh! But nice, cause then I can see so much more. I swiped the floors with a soft broom afterwards, cause the laminate will prolly come tomorrow. To be honest, I will be glad when the floor has been layed in a few days, I'm just a tiny bit worried about it. Further I wish it was next week, cause it sure is alot of a stress and nerves all the arranging and organizing. I guess I will be resting alot when I'm in my new house, if it's possible though. Cause I'm still not done, yeah most of it is done, the important stuff is all there. I can eat, sleep and wash my clothes, I hope everything works, lol.
 

And then I ask myself, how will it be without Humanitas? Or how will it be without the residents who I spent my time with almost 24 hours a day? Maybe they will visit me, do I want that? Sure they can visit me so now and then, but not 24 hours a day and not even everyday. Honestly I hope that they will vanish in the comming years. Well, some of them can stay friends, the calm ones, lol. I know a few residents who I can trust and like to hang out with, there kinda a bit my type. It's hard though, cause most of the residents helped me out many times, and then saying 'au revoir?' just like that?  Hmm, that's not really my style, but allthough I think it's better. There just not my kinda people, I'm way different then them.

Funny note last night: I was walking with Henkie (resident) to the grocery store, and I saw six or seven homeless people drinking alcohol and making loud noises. I told Henkie, "You see those homeless people? And do you know what bothers me? I know all of them by face." Henkie laughed. I said, "When I will walk up to them, they will greet me and will say hi to me, cause I know them. But I dislike them, and I feel ashamed knowing them." Henkie agreed with me, and said, "You can blame Humanitas, you stayed to long here." 

As the days go by.......

As the days go by..... 

I feel calmer as the days go by, it seems most of the things fall in place now, slowly though, bit by bit. Sure it's hectic and I try to plan as much as I can, but it seems when I have a plan it always changes cause of silly situations. Today at work Paula called me to tell me that the money has arrived, but, (there's a but again, lol) the money stood on the Humanitas bank account on not on my own. (ING) Since I have been at Humanitas I have two bank accounts, I have ING and Humanitas's account. The Humanitas account was specially to take care of my money and my montly money. In that way I wouldn't spend my money just like that, paying my guilts and saving my money for when I would left Humanitas was there goal. Anyway, the loan money has to go to my own account and that takes a day said Paula. Well alright, I'm happy the money arrived. 

Mark (who will help me) and his girlfriend confirmed with me last night, Mark told me, "When the money is there, then give me a sign and were off." Nice, of him, but (another but) something happened today. Mark and his girlfriend Margareth are living aswell at Humanitas, Margareth had two appointments last week in the office, (the usually once a week  meeting with a counselor for every resident) but she didn't go, and that's sure not a thing to do at Humanitas. Second, Margareth went out to another city for a long weekend at her friends house, but she didn't inform this at the office. Humanitas wasn't happy, and Margareth had a 'time out' for two days. Meaning she can't get in the building for two days.  Mark wasn't happy with it aswell, but still I didn't had to worry about my laminate, he told me

When Margareth came back after two days she had a meeting with a staff member from Humanitas and her counselor. The meeting was about if she could stay at Humanitas or if she had to go, in other words, homeless. Yeah Humanitas is though lately, there are more people who perhaps have to go for silly reasons. I'm so glad I have a house. After the meeting Margareth's eyes were red from crying, she has to go. And she sure wasn't happy with that, and Mark wasn't either ofcource. The silly thing is Mark can stay but Margareth has to go, seperated like Margareth said. Margareth is a really nice girl, most of the residents call her Mother Humanitas, she's always there for another, she offers help everywhere. And now she has to go. 

I felt bad for her, and hugged her a few times. I left Mark for a bit though just to have a 'his' time, to let him calm down. I won't talk or mention anything about' Ikea,' besides he told me after Margareth's news that he wasn't sure that he will come with me to Ikea and help with the laminate. I told him, "That's alright and understandable, we will see." Sure it sucks, but there were more people offering help so, I'm good. But still, sigh! One guy at work offered help with laying the laminate, and two of my Bosses at work offered me to drive with me to Ikea. The offers are nice but it's not what I had planned, slowly I'm getting used to new plan.

Tomorrow is a day off work, I was planning to buy the laminate tomorrow when the money is there. And then lay it the next day, Mark told me that If he was able to help out he will help Thursday eve.' Mark is working Tursday and so do I, but I asked a day off. I can't ask him to take a day of for me, that's to much. So my plan was to go to Ikea tomorrow and then lay the laminate Tursday eve.' If Mark isn't able to help out, I will go to Ikea prolly Thursday with my Boss from Reha, and then discuss things with Henkie (from Humanitas) and Rob (from Reah) when were going to laythe laminate. I have the time untill next Monday, it would be better If I move over Thursday or Friday though, cause everyday extra after Thursday costs me money. 


I said I took a day off from work this comming Thursday, but I will work in the morning. Cause I can't ask anyone aswell to take a day off for me at work. Working on Thursday means I can prolly ask if the Boss can drive to Ikea with me, and I can arrange a few tools aswell what will come in handy with the laying. Plus I can discuss whit Rob and Henk when they have time for me. A bit of a hectic week but I'm good and calmer. I even went this morning early to my new house before I went to work, I had a few boxes with clothing, I thought I can bring it there already, lol talking about excitment. A little note, I saw early in the morning (when I was on my way to the house) some Arabic people walking to the little mosque. That's normal though but this time there were so many. 


There were more Men then Womenwalking, a fewf men  I saw walking with there sons. Two little boys were so cute to see with there tiny grey suites with a ty. It was interesting to see, and I know now why there were so many Arabic/Islamatic people, it's the sugarfest today as we call it here. It's the end of the Ramadan, "Happy Eid"! We have tons of Turkish and Egyptians living here, I guess they like the city. Anyway, I'm happy how things are going with the moving , I can slowly take it easy a bit. I'm relaxing while I'm writting this post, I will be much more relaxed when I have it all behind me. It sure takes alot off energy out of me, But I can be proud, I did most of it all by myself.

"First (exhausted) day at work."

"First (exhausted) day at work."

What  a cold day today, specially this morning. I didn't sleep so well either, I woke up at 3:45 am and I couldn't sleep anymore. I got up and got on the laptop, I sure noticed that it's gonna be a hectic, nervous week. Today could be the day of picking up the laminate or not, it all depended if the loan money was added on my bank account or not. Although all the nerves I had today, the work I did took some of the nerves away. We even danced and sung on some old disco songs from the radio, that was fun!! It wasn't a easy start though the first day at work. But I guess that's normal after 4 weeks of vacation.

Ofcource I spoke about my new house, and ofcource some were making fun and jokes about it, I laughed about it aswell. One guy was telling me that I looked so bad all day and that I didn't do my work well, causeI was to busy in my head with the house and the laminate. It was all jokes, I was nervous about the drive to Ikea to pick up the stuff I need, and the laying of the laminate. I knew who will help me with the laying, and I knew who's gonna help me with picking up the stuff at Ikea. But still the nerves, lol, will he help me? (He is Mark) I still had doubts. Two residents from Humanitas will help out , Mark and Henki., Mark is the only one who has a driving licence and a car. They both offered me, and I kinda asked too though.

Yeah 'kinda', damn, I'm just not assertive enough to go right to a person and ask him or her right away what I want or need. I should actually learn that, or just do it, be assertive! For example I asked Mark to drive with me to Ikea, and I need his help with laying the laminate. When I ask him he has to be in a good mood, and he has to be a bit enthusiastic, otherwise I'm not daring enough to ask him. Mark and his girlfriend do alot for another without sometimess taking care of themselves, there counselor told them that they should first take care of themselves and when they have time then they might be a helping hand. Not a good timing to say that now, right? Cause I need there help. Though they overreact sometimes with helping another one out.

Back to work, like I said it was a nice day, exhausting but nice,even though the nerves. I ask my Boss a few times that I could have a peek on his computer, to check out my bankaccount if my money was there. He was fine with it, he even offered if he could help out with anything. I could get two days of for the moving and the Boss even offered to drive with me to Ikea, nice! My boss has a way bigger car then Mark, but I stay with Mark cause I asked him first and in a kinda way he offered also first. But if Mark is okay with my Boss's offer, then perhaps I will take that offer. 

The day went on and I checked my bankaccount 3 times, but nothing. Even Paula called at work to ask about the money, but I had bad news. After work I drove to Humanitas with Henki, and when we arrived Paula asked us for a coffee with her, cause she was bored. Paula found a nice watercooker for me at her house, but I told her that I already bought one yesterday, it was only 10 Euro. Nice of her to think of me though.  After my dinner I didn't do much, just sometimes checking my mail on the computer. There is still a couch waiting for me, but the seller told me there are first one other buyer perhaps, but they wanted to  have a look first. If they don't want the couch, then the couch will be mine. 

Second, a fridge is aswell waiting for me, the seller told me that he will bring it one of the following days. Were getting there, but slowly. I keep my fingers crossed for my loan, it should be there cause my loan is confirmed. Tomorrow another day with nerves perhaps, but I guess they will be a bit less, cause Mark told me after dinner that if I get the money he has to get a sign and then we will drive to Ikea. Aswell the Reah staff wants to help out, and I got enough people to help me with the laying of the laminate. Roll on week! 

"Confirmed!"

"Confirmed!" 

I didn't check my mail yesterday in the mailboxes, but there was a mail, Paula came with my mail this morning. Recently it can happen that I forget something when it's hectic with the moving, I forgot to check the mailbox yesterday, cause the whole week my mailbox was empty, and post on Saturday is rare. Anyway, the mail, the mail was from my loan and it said that my loan is confirmed! Yay!! Eeeek! I will have to check my bank account tomorrow at work if they made the money over, I will have to ask permission at my Boss to have a peek on the computer for my (online) account.  If/when the money is there, then I need to have a plan what to do next, what is wise? I think the best plan is to go right after work to Ikea and buy the laminate and perhaps the matrass. And then maybe the day after laying the laminate or Wednesday, decisions, desicisions.

It can also be that I will get the money on Tuesday, then it will be the same thing, buying the laminate after work and laying it the next day. It would have be alot easier that I didn't had to go to work but, it is like it is. Maybe Reha can come in handy aswell, cause they have tools there and I might get the chance to borrow a van or a little bus. It's gonna be a hectic week, I'm excited, tiny bit nerves ofcource and a bit un-patienced, lol. Tough I had a good sleep last night, I woke up at 8:00, where I thought it was 7:00. Sigh, I hope I won't wake up at 8:00 tomorrow morning, or else I'm gonna be late at work. I need my time in the morning, not only for the waking up but aswellfor  putting my clothes on and making lunch for work. Usually I wake up at 5:30, then I can take it easy and take my time. It's been four weeks since I worked, time to get busy again.

I had a appointment with Paula this morning at 11:00, she was nice and was proud what I all achieved so far. She had good news and bad news, the good news was that someone will guide me after I have been moved from Humanitas to the new house, and the guiding will be on the 7th from September. The bad news was that that someone won't be Paula, it will be a guy, but until the 7th of September I will still have Paula to help me out and guide me. The help from the 'guy' will be that he will help me if I need something, for example with paperwork or other important stuff. Anything what will help me to get settled again with living on my own, anything what will help me to get right on track. Nice! 

Such a rainy day today, I had a nice shower this morning, and I went out for shopping with three other residents in the afternoon. Sometimes there's a special Sunday offer here in the city, most of the stores are open then. It rained hard but we didn't mind, I bought a few things for the house, what made me happy. A water cooker for only 10 Euro's and a few other things, like clothing hangers. There was aswell a beachvolley tournement but the rain was a disaster for the game, but it was nice to watch though. I had a pleasant Sunday. 

This week will be hectic like I said, I will try to keep on writing posts everyday in my blog. That's a must, and I will. It will be different maybe when I'm out of Humanitas, cause of the internet connection. I will have to wait untill my new connection arrives at the new house, the only option will be the libeary. There they have free internet, with lots of computers. I can write my post on wordpad and send it then to my hotmail, and then later on (in the libeary) get the post of my hotmail and copy and paste it to my blog. Good option!

"Can't do much without the internet."

"Can't do much without the internet."

WOW, how internet can be so needed sometimes, it's almost scary. We had no internet the whole afternoon, just when I sent a message back to a guy who was interested at my bid to his fridge. I bidded 60 Euro on his fridge if he would bring it to my house, and he was fine with it. I wanted to send him my adress and a thank you, but then the internet went off. I couldn't reach the guy cause I forgot his phonenumber, I thought I will write that down later after I send him the message. Later on the internet came back on again, and the guy wrote me a message back, telling me that he will E-mail me in a couple of days, then he will bring the fridge.

It felt again like a day off, just like yesterday. Cause off the no internet, I couldn't do much. I counted my saved money from the last month and the rest of the money of the last week,and  it was pretty much. My thoughts were that I could buy already alot of little things what I need, but it's better to keep my money in my wallet. I decided to have a peek at some second hand stores or cheap shops in town, Some stores had some pretty good prices, but some were just expensive. Then I think twice, do I really need it? Will it come in handy? That's what I ask myself when I look at stuff. I should make a list again what I really need.

After peeking at cheap stores, I went back to Humanitas to have lunch and a nap. There was still no internet, so no use in trying that again. After my nap I took Henkie with me for grocery shopping, and I wanted to go back to that store what I saw this morning. The shop is called 'Action,' it's like the Dollarstore but then a bit bigger, they have really nice stuff for a good price. I bought a few little things what I needed or could come in handy at the house. Like a broom, a bucket and a few kitchen tools. I have a feeling it's gonna be a busy week, cause Monday starts work again, back to the wood. In the meanwhile I have to keep an eye on my loan, does it come or not?

When the loan gets on my bank account I will have to drive to Ikea, to buy the laminate and the matras. For the same reason I will get my money on Monday or Tuesday while I'm working, then will have to drive in the evening to Ikea. And perhaps laying the laminate the next day. I have a good feeling that I can arrange something with my boss, for example a few free days plus lending a electric saw, lol. Deadline is the first of September, I think it will go well. Please be with me lord, I have suffered enough the last few weeks! I'm ready for this week, let's get this thing started! Amen.

After the shopping I did my cleaning chores, the livingroom in section red. It was not really my job but okay, usually I clean in section green. But the staff had other plans with the cleaning chores. Although that, I looked forward to the cleaning, how weird am I? It was a hard job though cause I did more that was planned, I cleaned the kitchen in 'red' aswell plus the little hall. When I was done I turned the furniture a bit around, to make it look a bit nicer. I was exhausted but satisfied. I made my dinner, and had a little rest. Tomorrow another day, Sunday. I really look forward to this week, I hope everything turns out well.

"Positive thinking evokes more energy, more initiative and more happiness."

"Positive thinking evokes more energy, more initiative and more happiness."

It seems this week has been a full week for me, and yeah it was. It took alot of energy all the flying from here to there, all the worries and nerves. Today I decided to have a 'day off,' meaning taking my head off the worries and nerves from the moving. Everything what included moving was forbidden. It started out not the way I had planned but later on it went better. 

I had a nice sleep but although the nice sleep, I just wish I could sleep a bit longer. Blame the warm nights, it makes my room to hot to sleep. There was a 'meeting' this morning at Humanitas with a few staff members and all the residents, the meeting was was about the cleaning chores in the building. The staff said there was to much mess and it's not clean, how we gonna solve that? I knew already the meeting would be a disaster, cause cleaning chores is always a problem around here, and it's always the same people who cleanb things up. I'm not afraid of cleaning, sometimes I even likedoing  it. For example when I walk to the washroom and I see it's a mess, I will clean it if I have the time and the energy for it. It's the same with the kitchen and living room in section 'green.' Chores or no chores, when I see something is dirty I will clean it, even when it's not in my section. 

The meeting was not really organized, like ussual. Cleaning here is always a subject, but it can be so easy, clean up after yourself, it takes only a few minutes and it saves a lot of work later. At the end of the meeting every resident were getting a cleaning job, I had to clean the kitchen and big livingroom in section red. I wasn't happy with it though, cause I always clean my own section, green. But anyway, I told the staff that I will do it after I did my other important stuff first. First things first, the staff was fine with it. I had other things to do first, and perhaps after that I will rest, it's needed, I planned a day off. After the meeting I took my neighbor resident with me to my house, I wanted to look at the gasmeter, cause I'm sure there isn't one. It was nice having my neighbor with me, he's a nice guy. He's the same guy who always join me when I ride to work. His name is Henki. 


When we arrived Henki told me that I have a really nice place, "This place will suit you well," he said, nice of him. Together we searched for the gasmeter, but there just was not a gasmeter, we looked everywhere. We even asked the neighbor, and he told us that in every house here there isn't a gasmeter. There is one, yes, but it's in one place. That place, automaticly measures the gas volume to the 'technical staff' of the housing corporation. (Horrible explaining, lol) In the end of the year every owner of the 'building' will get a (end) bill. (You still there?) I was kinda lost and Henkiand I  took off, Henki went back to Humanitas, I went to the housing corporation for some explaining. The same lady who I spoke with the last time was there again, I asked her, "Remember me?"  Yeah, she did remember me. I explained her about the gasmeter and she felt sorry for me. 


She called the technical staff for some further explaining, and yes, again she explained me, there isn't a gas meter, I didn't have to sign up for gas, electricity and not for water. It's all included with the rent, I asked her with a smile, "Honest?" She told me, "You heard the technical staff." It was clear for me, and I didn't want to hear a thing about it anymore. No gasmeter! LOL! The only thing I have to do is sign up for cabel television, and that's easy. I went back to Humanitas for a rest, but first lunch.Peanutbutter/honey sandwisches this time. While having lunch another neighbor knocked on my door and asked me to come with him to a huge store, they sell everything what has to do with electronics. I was eating, but I told him that after my meal I will come with him. This guy is gonna help me with the laminate, just like Henki. His name is Mark. 


When we walked to his (little) car a huge rain storm was aproaching us, wow, the sky went black. We were just on time in the car when the rain and thunder bursted loose.It was a 15 minute drive, we looked a bit around, and I saw some tv's that were not even expensive. Mark  a cable for his laptop and we took off again. When we got back I took my well deserved nap, I was exhausted. After my nap I didn't do much, only after dinner I went to a event in towwn with a few other residents. The event was a tour of bikes, with music bands later on in the evening. I didn't make it that late, I wanted to be alone for a while, a 'just me' time. I do sometimes miss that around here, just being alone for a little while. Sure it fun having people around me, I even look up for them when I feel alone. But yeah, just that sometimes alone, isn't bad either. 


Tomorrow I will brainstorm again on my moving, what is needed? What do I still have to do? Etc, etc. having a day off off the moving means also that I was out of focus, meaning I forgot what I still have to do or what I still need to do. There is so much to keep in mind and what I have to remember, it's alsmost crazy, thank god for pens and notes, lol. Mostly I write everything down, what I had done and what still need to be done, what I still need and what I already have. Writing things dowwn keeps my head empty aswell, it's all good. My worries? There becomming less.

"Dissapointment."

"Dissapointment."

This morning started out okay, like ussual. It were the normal little bits of nerves and the little bits of excitment what went trough me, although I felt a bit like I had a bit more nerves then ussual. The first of September is getting closer, and then it's better for me to leave Humanitas, otherwise I have to pay double rent. Still I haven't heard from my "So needed loan," I can't do a thing about it. This morning with the coffeebreak, Paula came up to me and asked right away if I had already heard from my loan, I told her, "Nothing yet." She told me to come with me, straight away to the office, Paula was short in her answers. Was it about my loan? Or didn't she slept well? I didn't know, anyway, in the office Paula called with Elize Wolters who arranges my loan.

I thought, that's no use, cause Elize was still on vacation. Wrong! She was back and she told trough the phone, that my loan will have a extra 'As soon as possible' sign. Perhaps this week or for sure upcomming Monday or Thursday I will have the money. Yeah, I heard that before, I will see. I felt a dissapointment and so did Paula, I could have a extra 300 Euro aswell from 'them' if I didn't have payed for my first month rent at the housing corporation last monday. If I could have showen that I didn't had enough money to pay the first month rent 'they' would have helped me with paying the half of the rent. If, if, if, sigh. Anyway, it's been a long day. I felt down after the short appointment with Paula, I felt lost and a bit anger aswell. 


I didn't feel like doing much today, cause I felt tired and there wasn't much that I could do. The deadline is the 1st of September, then it's better for me to leave Humanitas. If I stay, let's say a few days more, then I will have to pay each day 29 Euro for renting (again) my room at Humanitas. I hope I will get my money tomorrow or the following two days, so I can buy my laminate and matrass, it's a start. Two residents offered me to help putting in the laminate, cause I never did such a thing. They told me that when I buy the laminate, the laminate has to breath for 24 hours, so in short, I will buy the laminate and then wait a day with laying it.

Today I found out that I DO have to sign up for gas (Electrabel) and water (Vitens), the housing corporation told me that everything (gas, electricty, water, etc) was on one bill, the montly rent I pay includeS aswell the gas price, electricy price, water price, etc. I told this aswell to Paula but she had doubts about it and decided to call the corporation, and yes, Paula was right. The montly rent included electricity and a few things more, but not gas and water. So I have to sign up for the missed items, gas, water and cabel for if I want to watch TV. Sigh, it wasn't that easy the signing up, actually I'm still working on it. But I had enough of it, tomorrow another day. 

There was a couch for free that I found on a second hand selling site, I called the seller and asked if I could have a look first, that was alright with him. The guy gave me the adress, but I couldn't find the "#*^%&" adress! It was a bit of a ride though, lovely weather aswell. I was searching and searching and even asked a few people where 'Weilre nr. 19' was, (the street where I looked for) After 30 minutes of searching I gave up, sorry seller. I decided to ride to my new house, another long bike ride, but still good weather, it felt nice. How am I doing under all this? It's hectic and sometimes the nerves are getting to me, but I take my rest aswell, IF that's possible. They say sometimes that things happen for a reason, still though I can't find a reason why most of the things go wrong at the moment or take so long.


Why does it go so difficult? It only gives you nerves and worries, I don't want that. Ofcource when you start with almost nothing, you will appreciate the little things later so much more. I think I will be very happy when I can buy the laminate and the matras at Ikea, I think? I'm sure. That's also a thought to look out to, right? And even the thought of living on myself and have enough money again to decorate the house. I will have to struggle trough this moving proces, and I will. I never worked so hard to get this moving all straight, allthough I learn from this aswell. I will be rewarded for sure.

"Waiting and cleaning today."

"Waiting and cleaning today."

There's enough to do today, it seems everyday I come a little bit further, just tiny little bits. I guess it's better then nothing, right? Today I planned another full day, searching for items on the internet, searching for cheap items what I really need. The couch didn't show up yesterday, although it was confirmned, so I'm looking for another couch. I saw alot of them though, I can bid on some of them and I saw one for  free. I messaged the seller for the 'free' couch, and he messaged back telling me I should call him tomorrow morning. Further I saved in my 'favorites' seven couches, way to many I know, it's so harder to choose then. Funny that most of the couch for sale are blue, I so don't want a blue couch, it doesn't match with a red wall. Still I need a fridge, a few lamps, screens or curtains, and yeah, money!


I had a appointment with Melissa this morning at 11:00, she wanted to call 'Elize Wolters' for my loan yesterday. But she was to busy yesterday, Melissa said "Sorry," and she grabbed the phone to make a phonecall right away. After ten minutes she hanged up the phone, and she told me that the woman (Elize Wolters) who arranged my loan, is still on vacation. Great! The 'file' for my loan lays on Elize's desk ' ready to be judged, but she's on vacation. My 'file' has a not on written on it saying, emergency. I will have to wait, perhaps someone else will judge it, or not. You know what? I'm not worried and not even in panic, it is as it is, I can jump high or low or go mad, but it won't help a thing. Things will be fine in the end I guess. 
 

I planned to go cleanall  my windows in the house like I said yesterday, but there are so many windows in the house, I love it though. Before my appointment with Melissa I already went to the shop to buy a few things for the window cleaning, but first I took some rest, lunch and then a nap, it was needed. After my nap I went on the laptop for a few hours, then I took off to the house, I had everything with me what I needed, plus a few things more. I even did NOT  forget my wallet this time. When I arrived at the house I first measured all the windows and wrote IT ALL  down on a paper. Like I mentioned before, so many windows I have. The decisions will be difficult to make with some of the windows, will it be blinds or curtains? Or perhaps both?


There are so many windows decarations, it's almost to hard to make a decision. I think some windows don't even need decoration,  not every window has to be covered. Alright, the windows were waiting for cleaning, firs I cleaned them at the sides where the windows stays in, (English word) There was all paint and dirt, afterwards I used a sponge to clean the rest of the window. Then on to the next window, same procedure. Lots of work but I like to have it clean and perfect, and I had all the time to do it, so. It was 2:00 pm when I started, and between 5:00 and 5:30 a guy will come to bring the gasstove, so time was on my side. At 4:50 I stopped with the cleaning and made myself ready for the delivery guy, first I checked my wallet and....


...I had no money in my wallet!!! What the...?! This time I didn't forgot my wallet, no, but put money in it would be handy, right? It was 5:05 pm and I couldn't go back to Humanitas to get the 60 Euro for the stove, I decided to stay, what else could I do? Maybe the seller will go with me and drive to Humanitas, or I have to go by myself. Within ten minutes the seller arrived and I told him that I was sorry cause I needed to get some money, it was alright with him, he waited in the car with the stove. I jumped on my bike and drove to Humanitas to get the money, it went pretty fast, it was a 20 minute ride back and forth. I payed the seller and he helped me to get the stove to the first door, job done! I have a stove. I was exhausted though and hungry. Some residents at Humanitas were cooking when I arrived, and they asked me if I want some too, so that we could eat together, I told them, "Sure."


Sometimes it's handy when they ask you things like that, next time I will cook. My next appointment was already arrived, at 7:00 someone would intervieuw me. It's a normal procedure when someone is leaving Humanitas, they will get intervieuwed by a company called 'Cito.' Cito is a company who will collect most of your information and answers after the intervieuw, and they will see how your doing outside Humanitas. Do you manage outside Humanitas?  Can you take care of yourself after Humanitas? Do you need help or not now that you live on your own. What does Cito do with all the information? They want to see if people can handle there selves after Humanitas, if you can't, then Cito even can send someone to help you out. They want to look if Humanitas does a good job or not aswell, Cito can see if there has to be changes inside of Humanitas or not, etc, etc.


My intervieuwer was nice on time, it was a pretty young girl, I guess her age wasn't older then 22. I sure didn't expect that. t. She asked my question about entire life, (my background) and aswell about my situation now, and what I have been true the last nine months. "The intervieuw will take two hours atleast," said the girl, I didn't mind though. I like to be questioned and I like the attention at the moment. Some questions were personal, and some were not, although the intervieuw took long I had a nice time. We started at seven and at nine we were done, I thanked her and she gave me a note and a envelope. On the note stood the date for the next intervieuw, and in the envelope was money! Woot!!

Just like promised trough the phone, I will get payed for the intervieuw, first I thought it was a joke, but no! In the envelope were laying 20 Euro, the next intervieuw will be held in November, then aswell an envelope.  It was a long day, and I was exhausted. Tomorrow another day, busy days ahead. I like it.